Thanks for the supportive messages, guys! I saw my mom again today and i just got off the phone with her and she is sounding a lot better! I think she will get out of the ICU by wednesday. She was originally gonna come home today but the swelling wasnt going down and so theyre keeping her until at least tuesday. And they just started a third round of steroids. It is so crazy to me how bodies just attack themselves wtf. Her auto immune response was so strong that an epi pen and 3 rounds of steroids are needed to calm it down and convince it to stop trying to kill her.

The emotional part of all this just hit me this afternoon though so i have been all nauseous and intermittently sobbing this evening. Like how scary last night was is just hittin me.

Ugh you know that feeling when

Someone tells you to call 911 and you tell them they’re overreacting and then they go into anaphylactic shock and you call 911 finally and the doctor tells you that if your mom had gotten to the ER 10 minutes later she would have died.

Ugh i am feeling so awful right now i cant believe it. I honestly thought nothing was wrong and she was overreacting. Shes a dramatic person and shes never been allergic to bees before. Idk i feel so so so guilty and upset though. I didnt have any feelings when it was happening i kind of called 911 to spite her because I thought theyd get there and be mad at her when nothing was wrong but i guess she is now severely allergic to bees :( because the epi pen they used on her didnt even work. Idk shes in the ICU overnight tonight and i feel horrible about everything.

timevsmoney:

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timevsmoney:

Here it is, my top-secret special project, except it was never really that secret because I tweeted about it a week ago. ANYWAY. I’m running a kickstarter campaign to raise funds (mostly to buy leather) so I can start selling my baby shoes! So please, check out my kickstarter, watch my SUPREMELY EMBARRASSING video* and if you like my work then please share it on your twitter, facebook, blog, email your grandma about it, etc etc. Oh and also contribute money, that is kind of the point.

*I know I say “um” a lot but it was either that or look down at my notes constantly so lets just move past it and like, make it a drinking game! Take a shot every time I say um & you’ll be plastered in 2 minutes.